Stalking diary page two, ???Page two4th may 2011.Quick update.I haven't thought about you in a while, i haven't had time.I got a new job in a different city and i'm moving, i've been looking at apartments...You don't care, do you?I skimmed through your blog and i forgive you after reading about how you have been busy by your "egoistic and ignorant" cousin visiting you, your words not mine.But i must say i'm disappointed since i sent you two gifts this month, both signed with "from an secret admirer" and you didn't even mention one of them.Lets see what i have missed out on.Your favorite color is orange and your favorite animal are foxes.You're obsessed by the cartoon "flintstones" and the tv show "Grimm"I remember you saying that you find it impossible to get tired of the pirates of the caribbean movies.Your natural hair color is blonde but you dyed it brown as a teenager, disobeying your parents.I cannot comment on your current height nor weight.Confidence, leadership and sense of humor are s
Stalking diary page one, the confession.I was about to write about some romantic nonsense, but i figured it would be boring to read and it's not really my style.Page oneThis diary belonged to a man that was found dead in early 2012. Reason of death is still unknown, but the police thinks it was suicide.24th march 2011.My name is Robert Pin, i have a crush on a person i've never even met.Atleast that's what i can tell you without ending up in jail.Diaries are the safest place for your secrets and confessions, atleast so i've heard.I have a really bad one that i need to talk about... or write about, rather. Which kind you can judge for yourself. (:One year ago i met a girl on a online forum, i added her on the website and we quickly became friends.For each second we talked, for each word we exchnged i started to like her more.As the days went by i spent more and more time online to "be" with her.My friends and family were worried about me but i told them i had it under control, back then i actually were able to cont
Partial regrets~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The following poem is dedicated to my online sis,A jolly little miss.That is supposed to be taken jokingly, btw.Might be the same with the ending.I tried to cheat my curse of only being able to contrive while writing about sorrow and sin.Yeah, that is a real curse thrown on me by a internet troll several years ago.Or was it just a bad excuse?Anyhow.... i tried, enjoy!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I've been thinking about you lately,In theese cold and dark december nights,What we had i miss greatly,Even our fights.Holidays are ending,It was pretty boring without you,Our friendship is descending,cause of our lack of communications ensue.I miss how childish you were,How crazy we used to be,Did i mention i miss you? I want you near,Now the only thing keeping us together is our family tree.We followed different paths,We were split up,It's not the same without your blasts,You kicking and punching like a little
Take my queer yet polite compliments!This will be my last attempt for today, trying to compliment you.Your jumps,Are so elegant.Even on the bomb crumps,Not even slightly arrogant.The most remarkable is your jokes and your humor,Lets add your flair for gaming.I once heard a rumor,About your acclaiming.You give me faith you give me hope,But your encouragement is all i need.Going any futher should be a nope,Lets be dumb and proceed.Our personalities are akin,Your patience and my confidence.Your evil plans, my evil grin,Unstoppable, or nothing but a coincidence?I don't know, judge yourself.If i could i would make this longer.There is a problem, suspiciously ourselves.Without this issue, we could be stronger.I don't know a lot about you.Heck, i don't even know your name.But you heard about my existence, you did construe.Now you're stuck in my hall of fame.
The internet - Exploring the dark side.There is a funny place named the internet.Where you can meet people from around the world.Everybody you want to meet, everybody you ever met.Sounds like a magical place unfurled?When you step in you might find out...It's not as scary as you expected.You enlighten it, you change the route.Then they tell you that you're infected.Addicted, slowly becoming one of us.Your feelings are inflamed.Hate, depression and vengeance, thusWill mislead your soul, altering it, framed.The last attempt to save you failed.You were immune against the salvation.Filled with sin, derailed.You entered the dark side without hesitation.The people you used to be with, were all changed.To hackers trolls and haters.Remember that girl? You were enganged.Now shes just another victim for the traitors.She used to back you up...Maybe you shouldn't have ignored that grin on her face.You saw each time you hurted the feelings of a pup.You think you're safe but please, embrace.Lost on the dark side.